ok, so I know that my life is different from an Active Duty SO....but sometimes I'm not so sure that I wouldn't like being SD instead...there would be no worries about civilian jobs and where rent money is coming from, etc.
and the other thing that gets me is there is very little support...there's a FRG, but it's not really active, and it's mostly for children, and parents of the Airmen...I looked at the schedule for this month and it's all kids stuff and stuff for the Air Force Parent...I have my websites, and my friends...but...I don't have any one here physically that I can go have coffee with and talk about...and the closest AD base is 2 and a half hours away...I have the fire fighter wives and I love them all to death, but, they got married after their SO got out..and I love my best friend to death...but...I just wish I had someone in my situation close to me...there's the other wives in N's unit...but most of them are older, and I've never met them...let alone be in a situation to where I can be all...hey wanna grab a coffee and talk, or hang out some time...I don't know, I'm just rambling
I know that I was all excited about N's new job...but I'm not so sure about it anymore...neither of us ever get to sleep in. I have a hard time getting back to sleep after he leaves on his 24 on...I wake up when he comes home for his 24 off...
I don't know what I'm trying to say...I'm just tired, and...really tired...
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